Momentous of Missy Fee

its been awhile since i been here.. this blog has no meaning.. no purpose.. just odd ramblings of dissatisfaction..

i got a B+ for my 3rd and final obervation today.. whoopee.. overall i had an A- so i guess i outta count my lucky stars.. just hate them bloody lesson plans.. im better off without em anyways..

next.. have u ever been let down over and over again til u get so frustrated u just wanna give up and stop caring anymore? well.. many a times i just tell myself to be patient.. but the more shit keeps happening.. my patience is slowly but surely wearing thin.. i’ve ceased to stop bothering and caring anymore.. cos no one else seems to care.. i put in the effort and do they appreciate it? hell no.. well screw all u ungrateful guttersnipes.. i wont bother with ur life anymore.. so eff off

ok.. wat else.. hmm.. now that i have alot of time in my hands since i no longer have to bother with so-called friends.. its high time i sit down and concentrate on my term paper.. put my time into good use instead of being there for ungrateful ppl who only make use of u when they need help and then act like u dont exist when things are goin great for them.. pppphtttt.. @$$E$!! i dont need em.. good riddance!

question.. who are my real friends? i’ll never know now will i? i guess its best not to know.. just gotta watch out for my back.. save my own ass.. sorry if i seem selfish.. but thats the way its gotta be from now on.. no more Miss Nice & Naive.. i can be a bitch if i wanted to.. but it aint in me.. as much u all love bitches.. i wont sink so low as to become a bitch for ur twisted satisfaction.. i like the way i am thank u very much

and yea.. im single.. so what.. i didnt choose to be.. its just that no one has chosen me.. cos they’re too busy pining for ppl who wont bother to choose them in the first place.. but i’ll live.. i can get a pet or sumthin.. i’d really love to have a dog.. i dreamt i had one called peppermint.. its up to me to make my dreams into a reality.. perhaps some day…

as much as i adore kids.. and wanna have my own.. but due to certain unfortunate circumstances.. such as being single.. i guess i’ll just adopt.. yea.. word up to nicole kidman, angelina jolie and all foster mums out there.. r.e.s.p.e.c.t! besides.. i’ve lost faith in this thing called marriage.. no thanks to a certain xsyko.. this person has influenced me that marriage no longer matters.. i’d hate to agree but he has a point.. im not one for divorce but it happens.. i dont wanna go thru it.. so better safe than sorry..

so u ask.. if i dont get married.. will i remain a virgin? hell.. i’d rather die a virgin instead of giving myself to useless ppl who will never appreciate me. i dont think i’ll ever find anyone who can understand me.. everytime i thought i did.. they just disappoint me in the end..

well i guess all good things (or so i thought) must come to an end.. and so must this blog.

signing off,

sof